#29 Wed (7/20/22) - [OW] The infinite

I write what others have already written and I comment on it.  

I seek to build (or find) a library, an encyclopedia, a map...  

Something that will show the way, 

something that will be a fortress in the wilderness.

I search for Ariadne's thread that will guide me 

through this interminable and infinite labyrinth that is life.

I search for Diogenes' lamp that will shine a light on Truth

and dispel the darkness of fear, uncertainty and doubt.

In the quiet moments, in the late hours, in the early morn,

I listen in vain for my voice and I hear only echoes

and the disquieting thudding of my heart.

In the infinite sky of infinite night there are infinite stars,

Which kind of infinity looms over me, of time, of space?

The infinity that is simply vast and outside knowing,

the infinity that shows us how small and insignificant we are,

or the more pernicious infinity of endless combination,

choice within choice, of endless branching labyrinthine possibility.

In the face of this infinity I am frozen, suspended over an abyss

paralyzed by indecision and fear of the misstep that will send me

tumbling down a bottomless rabbit hole. Forever.

 

 



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